spirit, soul, estrogen, and carbon.

There are all these ideas spinning in my head recently,

and I've been left alone with these thoughts to process.


I don't have all the answers, but I do have a lot of unanswered questions.
Is it wrong that that's strangely comforting?
It pushes buttons, unzips a few body bags, unlocks a few closets.

am I ready? for what?
unsettling, yet satisfying.
like a burning candle. peaceful, yet the flame is never perfectly still...
but it is steady, and it burns a brilliant light whether the flame is small or large.

I've been dreaming lately. nights and in afternoon naps, also.
I don't understand most of them,

but all of them are outright fascinating.