The next week and a half is where the box is really closing in on me,
and instead of running smoothly (which it is, in the chaotic and unconventional sense of "smoothly") the design room is locked. All my final project materials are in there,
and I need to sort out a color scheme. I am squirming with anticipation that is borderline anxiety about that door. I'm considering pushing open a window and climbing through (if that's even possible for a 5'4" girl like me... I'm not sure how high the windows are from the ground) if someone isn't around soon to unlock that door.
Other than that, time spent here has been beautiful. Still don't have a place to stay next semester, but either I'm going to make it into the program and a twelve month lease won't be a problem, or I will not make it into that program and a twelve month lease will be something I physically cannot afford.
Or a dorm will open up and, as much as I do not like the dorms, I would deal with it... which is better than taking the risk of having to pay for a twelve month lease when I can't find a subleaser and no one is living in my room.
It will work itself out. It always does.
Drawing is a lot more time consuming than one would expect.
I am very sleepy. I am enjoying this warm weather, but the sun drains me of my energy.
Since I can't design... back to sketching!

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